Ten Thousand Regrets

There You stood in disbelief,
Trying all You could to see through these lies.
And every word that I could breathe,
Would find You more inclined to leave, but I tried.
And knowing what I've done to You,
With every thought You suffer through,
My heart as black as evil can.
And everything I could have been,
Erased by what I wanted then.
I couldn't think a lesser man.

All the delicate ways
That I deepened our graves.
My apology pales.

Oh, the pain in Your eyes,
My regrets have never known such sorrow.
Oh, the **my shame that You hide,
Resolutions are the same tomorrow.

So now I reap what I have sewn,
And any rapture I had shown has bled dry.
And I walked the streets alone,
Accepting the pain I'd never known, as You died.
Then I hurt myself to see it too,
To feel the knife put in You,
My heart as broken as my ways.
I never should've let it pass,
This fall was never meant to last.
The reason gone and damage stays.
- Demon Hunter, One Thousand Apologies